Too familiar that look within your eyes,
even as it is completely alien,
it is moments like this
which make me wonder
where we always nothing more
than strangers passing in the dark,
strangely I stand
at the bottom of the
precipice
and upon the tower's apex
it is you I have to thank
you I have to blame,
we find ourselves here again,
the dragon chasing
it's tail,
so lost in the smoke
and scorched dreams,
because I know you are gone,
and I know you are still here,
but I never quite understood
which I resent more,
your absence
or your continuing presence,
the gods are laughing,
the gods are weeping,
at these failed victories,
it is
It's taken me a while to really find what I love- a style and media that I can truly make my own. In the past year or so I have reinvented myself into a new artist with a new perspective on life and all that comes with it. To all of those who watch me grow (or have watched me grow), I can only hope you enjoy the effort and passion that has come as a product of my endeavors. Progress. That is what I hope to achieve along with the support and compassion that comes with such an amazing, diverse, and awesome community of artists.
After quite a long time, I have decided to revamp my Deviantart and actually show some of the work I've been, well, working on the past year or so. Some pieces have been nominated for awards, others placed in shows, and, many, have been trial and error. Nonetheless, I hope to share each piece with my fellow Deviants in the near future.
Its increasingly necessary for me to realize that: not all pieces are amazing from the start. Some fail in composition or in execution but even then- despite all of the technicalities: art is suppose to be for yourself. All of the sketches and abandoned paintings or drawings- they all meant something.
I apologize greatly for not really updating on my life so far and such. But right now it's like 2am.
So..
Ill do a complete update here in the next few days.
Well, today hasn't been the best of days.
Sadly, I believe my current boyfriend of a year and I may be splitting up.
So..I may be dealing with hat a bit :P But I don't know, I really love Deviantart it keeps me happy even at my worst times.
This past week has been hectic with me getting sick for 2 days..and that accumulates a crapton of homework. *Flips a table*
Nonetheless, ill be moving on with my life.
Other than writing, I dont know what else to put up on Deviantart. For all my drawings and such I only have my phone camera and not a real..nice camera at that.
So give me suggestions c: